Friday, February 26, 2010

last friday of feburary 2010

who doesn't appreciate one hundred percent honesty? if one week from today you say I cannot... Then I must say in one hundred percent honesty you have broken my heart. And i will never see you again.
Dramatic right? No, it's just a series of let downs. Have i said that before?
Well, once i read "i avoid interest to avoid disappointment"
How am i so incapable of understanding this simple concept.
I'm drowning myself in nothing but that little bit.
the benefit of the doubt, what does that mean to you?
this is a compliment.
I trust you say what you say for a reason and I take no offense, but you seem to always stay so offended.
tell me, what have i done to distrust you're interest?
Maybe it wasn't me all at.
Some people are just that lost.
But I am crawling out of my skin.
I never knew you at all.
I'm waking up dreaming of what could have been. My shy eyes are well kept but I run memories into the ground, they mean everything, you mean nothing. What is wrong here? I haven't shed a single tear, yet that night i drove home I almost broke down completely at the thought she never dreamt at all. but i did not because i know the thought did process. maybe once or twice. I think that night you gave all you had left. Although you never said what was on your mind I had feeling it had something to do with the likes of me and you. Maybe not all but a slither, a little bit, a little bit.

Maybe now i will just delete everything and forget anything just happened at all. Do you understand how magnificent you make me feel? Magnificent in a way I just want to hold you and let you know no matter what you do i will always be true to you. I go out a lot. I meet all sorts of women here and there. I keep talking to old and new trends but why is it you have me in such a perpendicular bend.

but when I see you face to face I will turn the other cheek and say please just go away.

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