Wednesday, February 3, 2010

think of a better time

oy, what a day in the life. i'm riding a thin line between total apathy and completely dismantled in troubles.

Bad things happen to good people, shit just happens. But when it does i just hope you are ok with where you are because every decision you make today will affect you tomorrow. I'm moving on.

In conclusion:
i think it is not because i have feelings for you, it is because you evoke something in me indescribable. Is that love? no not at all, but what i can say for certain is that we, both, of you and i came into each others lives way before a mature time. Because i swear, until the day i meet my grave, this was mutual even if it lasted for a duration of a second. Today in present we are absent, we are strange. Ours- is a hesitant encounter, most indescribable. And it is that, that throws me completely off course. Because out of one thousand faces, Hundreds of names and only a handful of lovers, yours has done the most. Though in this stagnant time i see that sun light shine upon your face, regardless of circumstance I will always be yours. Because i remember that time you said "i'm glad i have you" and as a given you still do. And how does that saying go again? I did this because of you, this isn't for you. But i'm sure you can identify what i'm really trying to say, under the radar.


for the sake of the art, this isn't a riddle. this is a concoction of sentences that trace back to a figure i made up inside my head.
call me tomorrow when i come back to real life.

thinking of something better than a another time. I'm thinking of you with a smile on my face and an absent stance before even myself.

with ardent love,
RJ

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