it's kinda nice

Another realization take #102

so when I go back to the states I am going to have to start from scratch, which is okay. When I left Las Vegas four years ago I was freaking hysterical. When I first arrived in India I was fine, I was more sad about the death of my old self than I was anything else really. There are many more complexities that go on… but to keep it simple, I was more distraught at the fact this would change me. My character is showing. And it is much more broken than I thought.